4 months after
I keep dwelling on how far I have come skin wise in the past year. I think accutane saved my life and my sanity. Although I still have deeply rooted self-image distortion, at least acne is the least of my worries. I look back at these pictures of my blemishes and try to remember what it was like to go to bed every night with an aching, throbbing face. To wake up every morning with 4-5 new blemishes. To feel the pressure of putting on make-up every day without a break. I cant count the times I have hated myself for my ugly face, and yet here I am my freshman year in college, worry free and flaw free. Accutane was the best decision of my life honestly. It was worth the dry skin, chapped lips, back aches, head aches, and crying spells. Every minute of it. Because now I feel comfortable in my own skin and that is all I ever wanted. Thank you.